Journey’11

Journey'11

what am i doing in like take an 8 hr road trip
dont like the situation,get a grip
the unknown is something you find
to wakeup wach day, peace of mind
jump on it you cant stop the world from turning
to have knownledge is the curious whom are learning
so in this life its all about the journey
that we take to lead us to an end
close your eyes, do it once more,again

give ease to the ones above that one cloud
see the strength in the world,make them proud
dont love just to end up drenched in hate
give them a reason to open that golden gate
miss them love them, their always around
no tears,only love to shine down
they make us who we are
instead of wishing,thank the star

past is painful but let it go
dont stop "show goes on" lupe fiasco
aint no day like your last
so live it up the past is the past
stand bacck & anylze the situation
your life is your own creation
no one else is to blame
each one is different but all one in the same

colour my damn world!

Chorus

Here I am on the same road again

No more anything just the end

As I write I create a picture

That in the end makes my blood even thicker

Im clueless no longer with a voice

My last move, my everything, my choice

Time flies by and here I stand

Just a memory I hope you understand

Verse1

On a rainy day im the shades of hollow shades of blue

No longer that bright shade that I thought I knew

My steps recently have me constantly outta wack

Colour my world, my mind shatter, world is black

I push just to get myself out of my bed

Pain in the shadows, images of love have never been so red

Verse2

On a sunny day, moments linger of you the sun a dimmer pink

Ignore reality, dreams crash, ain’t nothing more to think

Hold a mic that told the world, but I mumble, I stutter hello

Pick out the bad just like a dandelion just deep as the yellow

Open the door, close your eyes see what I’ve seen

Right path to success    , but life spews angry puke green

Bridge

Here I run

See a different sun

Deep as the sea

Fly away with me

complete.

I guess god heard me say

That one night I hit rock bottom&&heard me pray

I pray he’d lift me up and pull me through

Give me some options and show me what I could do

I left from this world felt so naked so bare

I make my own choices oh I am aware

I got many words not meant to offend

I also got emotions that hold me tight till the end

Better start early so im not late

Be more patient in life and wait

Felt myself face smash my face on concrete

Wishing life would be easy I would succeed end it complete

People blame it on over due stress

Walk away before I become entangled runaway a mess

Yours looks better than hers BONUS MARKS

First off, i know im not a teacher..

but i didnt know it was is even possible to mark people like im about to state, so recently i was in a class and i was outraged when the teacher told me that she was marking it comparing it to others so basically if yours looks better then youll get better even if the person with the lower mark worked theior ass off all night for the damn thing, but thats how she marks, i dont see why she is marking it like considering that its a foods project and everyone is designing another food and no one is making the exact thing so why is she comparing apples to oranges, apple sauce to a smoothie im sorry there is a clkear difference between the two.. at least thats what i see.. in my option i think this is b.s that she is marking us this way but then again im not a TEACHER……

Settle the Score

chorus

Theres not much more I can say

Tears fall like my eyes are a song stuck on replay

More like crashing like my body against the floor

Or the fact id do anything just to settle the score

Currently you have one up on me that’s what I heard

I get it now, so don’t discuss another word

Distort me than distort all your lies

Then look back at me now count your alibis

When it ends look for the one in the shades

Gone before you know it as the music fades

You say no one else knows but we all do

Retrace your steps, your busted, leave me with just one clue

Owning up wont make me hate you any less

Your nightmare don’t breath don’t even guess

Plan “a” a success for you what about plan “b”

Give it up I hate you just as you hate me

And when I play I only play to keep

Are you awake yet pretty sure you cant sleep

You think you killed me with the last one

You need sunglasses I shine brighter than the sun

Ask who did this to me ill tell you who

But you already know deep down its you

All is well so don’t you even worry

Cause karma comes back around in a hurry

How dare you play with love think your cupid

Lets it slap you in the face what you did

Tell me again it was good what you did its my favourite

and emotions fly I cant even put my finger on it

Watch them fly watch them soar

Look at the world and look at what you tore

Ill tell you a secret if you promise not to tell

As god as my witness go straight to hell

You won the game cause im done playin’

You talk big but you small, just sayin’

sometime before

Wish I could erase the space I created in my heart that beat your name Give you the emotion you revealed was just not the same Use to believe in everything up way above But the world is different, hate is hate and love is love Smile with me as if you never heard Now whisper, better yet kiss me every word

Chorus Your answers are short much like talking to a wall Wish I didn’t know you, didn’t know you at all No answer, disconnected, sorry I cannot answer your call Now I see you often, and you tell me that you’re sorry Was never you was never me, definitely not we And I just want to forget so, forget me No matter how many times I say that miss you No matter how much I wish it will never come true

Fury and honesty combine and twist to make the wind blow If I learned one thing, its to let it go Nightmares means no sleep, but when the sun comes up, pretend Its special so work at it work at it till the end One love one heart back me up no matter how I feel Read your average story than remember none of it is real

Grow the efe(f) up!

Alright so recently, last friday to be exact it was a regular day so i thought but by the end of the day i was shocked to what i would find out!!!! I was coming home froma long day at the food festival where i was already not in the best mood seeing at that trip was not worth the 20 dollars and the food wasnt all the fanastic i mean it was good but surely not worth it! anyways so driving back i was on my phone where i recieved a facebook msg,, this is when my heart dropped in my stomach… it sent me in shock for the text week! so  the subjest read “hi” i started to read… it read hi jessica this is megan your 11 year old sister ive known about you my whole life….wait a second this is a sick joke right? a sister? yeahh fn right? no like real as can be so i kept reading as my eyes fille dup with tears, she told me she had found out through my uncle and she named off 3 or 4 family memebers i knew i had, so it left me in shock why didnt anyone tell me? why would they keep to sisters apart… so i question my real dad who i have never lived with all my life cause he could care less so i msgd him “hey dad umm thanks for letting me know  i had someone out there that you know looks exactly like me that has known about me that is upset cause your not around,,umm thanks” so then i waited for a response and i finally got it when i got home it read grow the fuck up…ok? sorry what? anyways so i am happy to have found out that i have a sister that lives in the states, though i have never known about her i do now and i will be the mature one out of my family to make sure she feel like she is loved! God i love you megan!

FIREEEEEE!

April 23, 2010

By Cherri Greeno, Record staff

WATERLOO — An investigator with the Ontario Fire Marshal’s office is continuing to investigate the cause of a blaze that destroyed several businesses in a Waterloo plaza Thursday morning.

Fire ripped through six businesses at Campus Court Plaza, located at 140 University Avenue West, around 5:30 a.m. Thursday. Businesses affected by the blaze include Mel’s Diner, Tabu, Mr. Sushi, University Vision Centre, Sugar Mountain and Caesar Martini’s.

Security is tight at the scene this morning. A fence has been put up around the plaza and a security team is guarding the entrance, asking anyone who passes the fence to sign their name on a piece of paper. Owners are not yet being allowed inside their businesses.

Waterloo fire platoon Chief Bruce Good said no one is being allowed near the building because of safety concerns and because investigators don’t want anyone tampering with potential evidence.

“It’s become a magnet because so many people have heard about it,” Good said of the fire.

Good said the brick walls that remain standing are unstable and pose a safety concern.

Investigators will be probing to see if the cause was arson or accidental. If it turns out to be arson, the matter will become a criminal investigation. If it is determined to be accidental, the investigation will end, Good said.

Waterloo Regional Police are estimating damages at $2 million. Fire investigators have not released an exact damage estimate but Good said “we assume there is a huge loss.”

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Personally when I found out that 140 west mels diner and tabu all burned down i was shocked! Brand new club! Brand new competition for other clubs! and in my opionion Tabu and 140 west was top ranking in clubs around the tri cities! I really hope they decide to rebuild that whole plaza!!! like I know not many people are partiers or care about clubs but then take the side of mels diner that was also a head of competiton for resturants?

My main point is i hope they rebuild it, cause I know personally and from friends its truly gunna be missed!

I AM THE LITTLE BROWN GIRL!

Ima do me, do things just outta spite,

I know what’s wrong and I know what’s right

Why was I shy, but I choose now to fight

Every word you say has come to be my motivator

Because I realized you ain’t nothing, but my hater

Told me to shut my mouth well ima say it loud

You a baby ducky following the mommy crowd

My choice, my voice more exotic that a mango

The battle is on because bitch takes to tango

Called me ima dumbass, but I don’t see you with a scholarship

Surely you’re reading this wanting to give me a fat lip

Tell me to sit I’m going to stand my ground

Tell me to shut up I’m going to scream it now

You say I’m all talk, but you are the same so just walk

And be mature and step to me, who’s the bigger person we’ll see

So I ran my mouth, called her a poser oh she your bestie

What gives you the nerve to even come and mess with me?

All my angry build up, I just let it all free

Bring shit to work, but clearly no one gives a dayum

People aren’t siding with you, remember who you dealing with who I am

You follower you’d die without the leader in your tribe

Racist mother fucker learn to use other words to describe

Like I may be brown, but I see more than black and the white

So you can say im wrong if that helps you sleep at night

Get all your friends to fight your own battles kay your cool

But you and will ever be a racist good for nothing fool

You may say that this is joke writing about you

But im letting others know your game and what is true

Make fun of me all you wish, it wont make me stop

And ill keep going even if I hurt and I let a tear drop

I am the little brown girl, so im little

Stand stronger laugh some more let me here you giggle

I am the little brown girl, so im brown

Wish I could see your face, did I succeed in make you frown

Presumably, while I’m there, I’ll be able to strategize my comeback

the negativity in this school is great!
and when i leave this school i just cant wait
stand my ground never leave the room
i am critial and honest but you tend to assume
last year i use to think how will i come back for a 5th year, but now that its nearing the end i cant wait! as soon as it ends i can finally forget all hatred all the racism in this school! sorry to be the only person to say so! may be the only person that has the guts to say how i feel!